WHY? that's the question that up until now I wanted to be answered.. at first, it's kinda weird for me to feel this, to feel grief.. I don't know! :( it was 12:30 of April 17, 2011; I was about to sign out my twitter account, but then I read @bidabest2011's tweet saying "AJ PEREZ".. i got curious, I saw @CDiegoLoyzaga's tweet, "Rest in Peace, AJ Perez. We will miss you.." I was in denial, I told myself, "I better go to sleep, maybe I'm just sleepy that time, it's just a dream, AJ's not dead" :((( until when I've watched the buzz, still I didn't want to believe.. :( but what can I do? He's gone..

since it's holiday, I have spent most of the time re-watching SABEL online.. honestly, I am after AJ's.. I cried especially on the part that He left the church to "find himself and continue his promise to sabel" the part that he was walking on the aisle of the church.. it was like it's his last walk :(((( I mostly cried in the end, knowing that sabel died because of saving him,. but after sabel, he's now gone? :(((

WHY? why still can't I accept the fact that you're gone, AJ? :(( but I want you to know I've learened how to appreciate Life beacause of you.. thank you for touching ourlives dearest AJ :( We know that you are now happy with our Creator. We Love You Antonello Joseph Sarte Perez :)

 

 i was trying my best to get over the fact that you are now gone, no more tweets from you... well, i asked God a couple of times, why, of all people, ikaw pa ang namatay. i really felt bad. so bad that it took me to a point na i can't function the way i used to be, nakalimutan ko mga responsibilities, yung to-do list ko, everything (but i swear, i tried to be responsible always, just like you!).. i asked God again, is my kuya Aj in heaven? well, i was asking for a sign, but God gave me an almost audible voice, suddenly all of these thoughts ran through my mind,and it said you died because you're already done with your purpose, you showed how kindness, ethics, goodness and faith can come abundantly from someone who is just 18 you've given God his pleasure, what you did is already enough and well, pleasing to God our King. you are a model youth and we thank you for that. funny ideas filled my mind again. when Jesus returns, i know you are with Him, with the angels!, with all the people who died and went to heaven. you are alive, you are in heaven, you are safe, you never died, you just passed from this earthly tent to your heavenly home. basta, promise mo bro, kapag that day arrives, we'll play basketball and go to Alaska.. haha! no more reason to feel sad or bad, for me you never died, nauna ka lang. till then kuya Aj, we will miss you...  sobra..... 

condolence to the perez's family., i pray that everyone grieving for AJ's lost will be strong and be able to accept that he is in good hands now. may we be happy for he's with our creator. i'll surely miss you., i love you! take care and happy trip Antonello joseph Sarte Perez.

 `condolence to the family of aj perez .. god is always there .. he has a good reason .. why he felt aj that way :'( mhal nten sya kya tayo nhihirapan tanggapin ang nanyare .. nbasa ko ung blog ni ogie .. sobra naiyak ako .. sana nging frend din kita gaya nya .. sana mging msaya k sa feeling ni god iloveyou aj you;ll always be in our hearts forever :( we will miss you a lot .. have a great journey .. see you soon .. 

kua aj ..mamimiz kitah ng sobra sobra .. di mo ko kilala pero alm kong  mahal mo kmi mga fans mo !! sayang coz ur only 18 pramiz manonood ako ng mmk episodes  mo .. paulit ulit kong pinapanood ung mag movie mo na di ko talaga matangap ng wla k nah samin . love you sosoo much miz u ... syang d kitah nkitah in person .. pero nanood ako ng movies nyo love u  perexz family condolence :((

  HI KUYA AJ:)

 

     Ang aga nyo pong mamatay peo manntili k s puso nmin 
    Sana masaya ka dyan sa piling ni God.
     mas dumami po ang nagmamahal syo

  mahal kita at ang iba mo pang ibang fans

 

      I LOVE U IDOL:)

   Sana masaya k s pilig ni God

 

            

condolence.... Aj Perez we will miss you.... all of your fans love you so much... May You Rest in Peace kuya Aj.... God will always going to take care of you.... :(

My deepest and sincere condolence to the Perez Family. AJ you are now in the arms of our dear Lord and share in His ressurection. There is no words I can say to comfort all your sorrowful hearts at this time of mourning and grieving of loosing such a wonderful and good person, but know that AJ is now looking down from heaven watching over you. May our Blessed Mother Virgin Mary comfort all your sorrowful and grieving hearts. We have lost a wonderful and good person here on earth but Heaven gained an Angel. Eternal rest grant unto Antonello Joseph Sarte Perez Oh Lord, and let Thy perpetual light shine upon him. May he and all our departed brothers and sisters in Jesus Christ rest in peace. Amen. AJ, wish I would have been able to get to know you personally but unfortunately you have now passed on to paradise. I know you would have been a great friend and hope that we will meet each other in heaven some day. I will sure miss watching you on shows and seeing your big smiles.

Jimmy Joaquin Maneclang

condolence.. we luv u so much! may u rest in peace.. happy trip!

 

 

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We will miss you...you will be cherished forever and we are certainly going to remember you for the rest of our lives...we often question God for what happened to you,it may be a short life but you have lived the most of it...Have a wonderful life with God I can't say goodbye because I know we will be seeing each other again..

Have a great journey!!!

"Goodbyes are not forever it also means see you again..."
Condolence to the family and friends stay strong and live our lives to the fullest for that's what Aj wanted us to do....